*Sigh*

Finally got the chance to post on my blog...
The com was hopitalized, that's why I couldn't visit. Forgive me.

Gone through a lot these few days...
Busy with school, church...
So much to do, so little time...
So many obstacles coming my way, it never ends.

Today, I took a 5-10 minutes pause on my thoughts and fears, to catch a breath.
There was so much I could see, feel and hear...
I didn't know how much I was missing out on...
I took a look at nature, admired the trees dancing in the wind, felt the breeze around me...
It was all so beautiful. God's creation is truly amazing.
If only there was nothing to worry about, no sadness, no disappointments...no misery...
Life would have been fun, don't you think? No suicides. No self-hurting.
Standing there felt so peaceful.
It felt as if I heard God's voice in the wind...
It felt so heavenly like...

I wanted to stay where I was...did not want to leave.
But time was passing by so quickly, it wouldn't give me that chance.
It brought me back to reality...my thoughts and fears were back.

But I am pleased. I am grateful for that chance to just be alone, all by myself.
Just God, me and His creation.
Thank You, Lord.
I wouldn't forget the feeling I felt this morning.

Thank You. (^^,)