As the years go by, we Christians tend to face many challenges in life, big or small. Have we ever wondered how we overcame them, How it went by...and soon find ourselves in a new position where new problems arise once more..?

Life is full of miseries, difficulties, sadness, depression, happiness.......I believe all of us have come across glass ceilings which we were not able to break through. Every night, we lay in our beds crying...feeling hopeless that we could do nothing...

At times, we look down upon ourselves when we see others better than we are. Sometimes, we wonder why were we even born and have survived until today. We did not understand why we were loosing some of our friends, the ones we love, facing problems in our families, parents divorcing for instance...

We try as hard as we can to change our behaviour, character, our ways....to suit others. But we never seem to gain the trust of others as what we have hoped for. We tried to make others happy, but we ourselves were not. We hide behind our masks, pretending to be someone else whenever we were in front of others...Done so many things for others but was never noticed or appreciated.

Let me tell you that we are not facing all these on our own...we have "someone" whom we never knew was there, by our side, watching our every move. This "someone" is hurting more than what all of us are going through.

He was with you when you had no father/mother to run to...
He was with you when you were homeless...
He was with you when you lay in bed crying at night...
He was there when no one wanted to make friends with you...
He was there to listen to you, to hear your problems when no one wanted to...
He was with you when you are having exams...
He was with you when you had only a few minutes/seconds to live...
He gave you what you have now...
He gave up his ONLY son for you...
He gave his all.

"He" was God.

But what did we ever do to thank Him?? We never appreciated Him, we never thought of Him, we never bothered talking about Him, we never cared...All we thought about was ourselves.

This God I'm talking about is the one which gave you life. He gave you the opportunity to live wealthy, healthy, comfortably, safely...while others are suffering out there...

Do you think having money is all that?? You think you can buy anything with money, even LOVE? No. You are wrong...God created you and gave you all that...but He can take it all away if he wants to.

Why do some of us like to talk bad about others? What do you really want? Have you ever stopped to think what you are doing is affecting others? Well, i tell you. The more you do this the more you will loose your friends. By doing so, you are hurting God's feelings. God isn't pleased when you gossip, backstab others, tell lies and in the end pretend nothing ever happened.

You may look innocent outside, but you are evil inside. You think no one is watching or hearing you. You think your bestfriends wouldn't find out what you're up to...Well, tell you what, they might not know but God knows. You will fall when you face HIM. You will regret it.

You say you don't hate anyone and say you are a goodie goodie. But behind it all, you act differently. You never mean what you say...you never act on what you say. You advise others to do this, do that...but you yourself never did it. Do You still call yourself a Christian?

Don't worry, I'm not pointing fingers at anyone... :) I'm just expressing what i feel and have been observing since last year. I really want you guys to think over the things you have done...especially those you have hurt. Do you know that the words you think are harmless may actually hurt others feelings deeply.?

As Christians, you should learn to Love everyone...not only those you like but those you're enemies with. If you don't like he/she for her character...help them. Don't start talking bad about them to others. Do you know that the person you are telling to may spread the word and soon your enemy might find out about it and a quarrell begins.?

I just want to say that many of us, especially Christians are not doing what we are suppose to. Every action, word we do or say counts. We as Christians have to set our minds right and do what God wants. We should not disappoint Him because He has done so much for us. We have witnessed His miracles...now it's our turn to thank him in return.

Start changing our ways now while we still have time. Take notice of Him often...talk to Him...pray...He wants to hear from you...do not keep Him away in your drawer...Bring His prescence everywhere you go...Talk to Him first before telling others about how you feel...

I am not perfect too. I'm still in the process of correcting my actions, looking back to what i have done...and trying to make it right. I hope you guys will join me in this walk of faith where God is taking us. We together should stand strong and never fall back...Let's take another step forward...

Yours truly, Eilene. :)

1. Are you against animal cruelty? If yes, refer to question 2a. If no, refer to question 2b.
~ Yes, ofcourse. I love animals. :D
2a. Good! But do you still eat meat? 2b. WHY?
~ I don't like eating meat. I have to eat meat at times because I'm forced
to. :)
3. Have you asked a person of your opposite gender out before?
~Err....no. I never plan outings. My friends do that. :)
4. How does Durian taste/feel like?
~ It tastes okay....but i don't like eating them. :)
5. Do you want to drive a/your car now?
~ No...I'm scared even when i'm in the car when my father/mother is driving.
6. How are you feeling today?
~ I'm feeling.....happy cause i just finished baking muffins! (^^,)
7. Do you like your name?
~ Why not??? It sounds okay to me. :)
8. Who is more important? Mama or papa?
~ They're both precious and important to me. Besides God, i will not be where
i am now if it wasn't for the both of them too.
9. Are you a nature lover? Perhaps you have green fingers?
~ I love the smell of flowers, the grass, the blue sky....except the bees.
10. What do you think of drug addicts?
~ Drug addicts are people who face many problems in life and can't deal
with them. They is still hope for them if they know the LORD.

1. Your phone model?
~ I don't know....don't want to know..... ^^, It's boring talking about phones.... =.=

2. A picture of it?
~ Use your imagination... :)

3. How many times did your phone get tortured by you?
~How can a phone torture me??? I'm the one which is torturing it because I am using it. (makes
sense??)

4. Which part of your handphone you hate the most and why?
~ Umm...the colour i think. It's red...I like blue. :D

5. Like the most and why?
~ the phone itself because it was given by my bro who used to bully me a lot. :) Thankful for
that.

6. If you're given a chance to change your phone colour, what would it be?
~ BLUE!! Baby blue..not the dark blue.

7. What icon do you click the most?
~ Err....i click all the icons....

8. What else to change to become a perfect handphone?
~ It's fine the way it is...No one or nothing can be more perfect than God.

9. You need a handphone because...?
~ Actually i don't...i just got it as a gift.

10. Who bought this phone for you?
~ My second eldest kor kor.

11. With the total amount of your hand phone price, what could you buy others than handphones?
~ Never thought of selling my phone....it's precious to me anyway. :)

12. Is your hand phone model popular in the market?
~ I don't know...i don't bother... :)

13. Describe yourself as a smart hand phone user?
~ This question is lame....I don't understand... >.<

14. How often do you charge your phone?
~ When...it almost dies????

15. Estimate, how long could your hand phone survive?
~ Hypothesis: The longer i use it, the shorter time it will survive. (^.^)

16. Actually are you interested in phones?
~ No.....it's boring. Talk about dolphins then I'm interested. :)

17. Are you happy with your phone condition now?
~ Errr..yes....


18. Every morning, what is the first thing you do with your handphone?
~ Off the alarm before getting ready for school... :)

19. Imagine someone takes your phone away for 1 day. What would happen?
~ Depends who...if it is my family members, then it's okay. If others...no way. :)

20. No handphone no life. Agree or bullshit? Explain.
~ Weird question....i can live without a phone. I didn't need a phone to live when i was a newborn
baby...right??? I don't think i knew what a phone was back then.

21. Tag 6 sexy phone users:
~ Lazy tag ppl. :)

Hey again!!~^^ Today, I'll be posting about stuff which some of my friends and I did while we were in school after PMR. There was not much things for us to do...so, we spent most of our time in the Pusat Sumber. :) This was what we did :



~Inspired by my name~ >.< (Done by Emily)




~Beck and the berry farm~


~Dolphin Diaries~



~Beck and the berry farm~


~Beck and The berry farm~



~Dolphin diaries~

Hope you enjoyed looking at them!!~ It's fun to draw...:P

1. Five things you love to say are:
"What?" "Interesting....." "Really?" "Hah?" "Oh...okay..." :P

2. The sweetest thing your lover can do for you on V-Day?
Ummm.....make a valentine card.? This shows that he really puts his effort into making me
happy...:) Hehe...

3. For girls: Do you prefer receiving one pound of chocolates or a dozen roses from your lover? Or both?
For guys: Do you prefer giving one pound of chocolates or a dozen roses to your lover? Or both?
I dislike chocolates....maybe roses would be better. :)

4. Your 16-year-old friend is pregnant. What do you ask/tell her when she tells you she's pregnant?
Umm....be responsible for what you have done....and whatever you do...don't go for abortion.

5. Sons? Daughters? Or orphans? Or none at all?
What do you mean by asking me this???? :/

6. If you were to choose ONLY ONE person to spend the rest of your life with in the middle of nowhere, who will it be?
Err....David Archuletta?? >.<>.<

9. If you have your own store, what will its name be and why?
Depends what i sell in it...the name would be Eilene's ______ shop. There.

10. You love ___________
Anything which makes me feel happy. (Ex: Ice-cream, hanging out with friends,listen to
music, see dolphins?)

11. What's your status?
Err....why do you wanna know? o.0 (Give me a good reason) :)

12. Describe yourself in eight words.
A normal girl, weird at times, love mirrors, don't often talk much..do i have to list 8? Lazy.

13. Is music a part of your life?
yes.....I love music!!~ ^^, It helps me relax whenever i have worries. Ofcourse, God is the
First in my list. :)

14. Any advice for the world?
Ummm, be grateful for what you already have. Don't talk bad about others...it hurts their
feelings. Just imagine yourself been backstabbed by others...you wouldn't like it, would you?
Act on what you say...as in, make sure you yourself are doing the right thing before you
advise others to do so. Be a Christian which people can look up to. Be an example. :) I think
that's all. Hehe.

*End* ~Eilene~

Tagged by...: E-M-I-L-Y

1. Who & what is your relationship with the last person who tagged you?
Hmm......hmmm.....friends :D
2. Do you know what is true love?
Umm.....true love is love which is true? Hehe..
3. Who do you recently hang out with in msn?
Everyone?? I meant only those i know....
4. What is your relationship with her?
I thought i just said friends???? =.=
5. Who is your beloved pet sis?
umm...oh...my dog. Sofie. :)
6. Who are you still in love with?
As in family or friend?? If family yes...if friend...can't say. :) It's my secret...XP
7. Why do you create a blog?
Because....i want to??? :D
8. You know your blog sucks?
Awww....that isn't a nice thing to say...bad "tagg board" whatever you are called..:)
9. What do you like to eat?
umm...Ice-cream...bread....??
10. Who are you having relationships now?
Oh, I have one relationship only...with God. :D
11. ARRRGGhh I got nothing else 2 ask d..
That's too bad... if you had nothing else to say....there wouldn't be a number 12...
12. 5 tags goes to1.
Well, i don't want to tag others....lazy. XD
13. Who is number 1?
Number one is "No one" Heeheehe....(lame..)
14. What about number 3?
.........i didn't list down anyone okay????
15. Does number 5 love number 1?
Do i have to answer this??? Can i skip this???
16. Nombor 2 siapa?
Why suddenly got Malay one??? weird..
17. Do you have any relationship with number 4?
Stop with the questions already....T__T

Yay....finally..... :D